When I actually close my eyes and give myself a minute to think about the things I've been through and done in the last 12 months makes this time last year feel like a life time ago.
My life this time last year was great, probably better than most but I knew something was lacking.
My career was great, I was offered to do a project which had great opportunities. I was fit and healthy and was very much in routine playing in 3 comps a week in the evenings.
My social life was active and at times hectic trying to balance my family and friends with doing things outside working hours and my comps.
My life was hectic.
The big issue was in my relationship. "Oz", which I'll call him by to protect his identity, was my long term boyfriend. As usual, was pre-occupied with his own projects and was planning his trip to Singapore to work on a project with a friend. By this time our relationship felt like we no longer talked and our lives were taken over by everything else. I no longer talked about what I wanted and have stopped telling him about how I felt and went about my business doing my own things which didn't really involve him. Oz didn't seem unmoved by all of this and for months, we lived our lives pretty much separately.
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